Nr.12 ended with: “I am so glad I discovered God is real indeed!!!” Not only did this experience boost my faith in a God who hears and answers prayer, but this provision also confirmed that I was on the right track. And now the great adventure of going to Bible College, studying God’s Word and then preaching it for over 50 years could start, wow! In a way it’s sort of funny, one of the reasons for immigrating to Canada was adventure. Who would have ever thought that going to a Bible College could be part of an adventure? 🙂 At the same time I was going with sort of mixed feelings, I knew this was God’s calling, but I had never enjoyed school and studying, so to start this again ..…? But now God was in it and that made such a difference! I was on my way to discover the beauty and power of God’s Word, and the Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ. I didn’t realize then yet how this would change my life and motivate and enthuse me to serve the living God and preach this wonderful and powerful message, that has truly withstood the test of time. I preached it in Belgium and at conferences in 12 other European countries, as well as in Canada and the US. And again and again I was a witness of the life transforming power of that message! Praise God!

And so, towards the latter part of September, Henry, Martin and I took off in Henry’s VW Beetle, loaded to the brim and started on our way West, driving almost 3.000 km to a very small town in the middle of the prairies of Saskatchewan. The College had a farm next to it from which it was supplied with produce. One cold winter night, my room mate and I went to the barn and took a calf…….., but that’s for later. I was sort of overwhelmed with the vastness of the prairies and the province Saskatchewan. For those in Belgium, your country fits about 21 times in this province. Belgium has 11 million people, so that would mean 231 million people in Saskatchewan. But there are only a little over 1 million there, so you can imagine how much room there is, enough for me to stretch my long legs! (And don’t forget the calf…….!). (Go to Musings)

Nr.11 ended with: “However, about one or two weeks before leaving, I was short of a certain amount. So what to do now? My prayer was, “Lord are you there, are you real, can I trust you?” The answer came in a much unexpected way…….!”

About one week before leaving I went to a meeting, one of the last ones, and after the meeting a lady came to me and gave me an envelope saying that she was suppose to give this to me. I had no idea who she was, neither whether this envelope came from her or someone else. When I got into my car to go home, I opened the envelope and in it was money, the exact amount I still needed! I almost fell over, how did she know, or anyone else for that matter, what I still needed? It was absolutely amazing! Unbelievable!

Now when this happens once, one can say, that was chance or luck. But when this happens again and again over more than 50 years, one comes to the conclusion, God is there and He is very real indeed!

Just imagine, I took my wife and three daughters to Europe in 1971 without a fixed salary or income. We had no idea where our money would come from. Our home church sent us support which came to about 25 to 50% of what we needed, but where would the rest come from? Some would say that it had been very irresponsible of me to do that. Maybe, but don’t forget, we had then already lived about 10 years like that and we had seen God provide again and again, not just with finances but also in many other ways. We knew He could be trusted! We have never asked anyone for money, even though we have had a few weak moments, we have always gone to the Lord. And He has met our needs, not our wants! Now don’t get me wrong, I do not judge others who may feel they need to solicit for money, each one according to the faith God has given. But I am so glad I discovered God is real indeed!!! More of this later. (Go to Musings)

Nr.10 ended with: “So I told the Lord that I wasn’t able to quit my smoking addiction, but I was willing, could He help me? I was faced with the first test of my newfound faith, would believing in God make a difference?”

I decided to stop, but smoke a few more days, and did I ever! J, but then I threw the half pack that was left on with the manure pile, never to touch a cigarette again. It was amazing how I experienced God’s presence and power. I discovered then and I would in the future that every time we take a step of obedience for God, He makes Himself more real to us and gives us new power. Believing in God made indeed a tremendous difference, the experience I had may not mean much to you, but for me, as a very young Christian, this was a real miracle, to be set free from something I had not been able to conquer on my own.

And then a second miracle was to happen, it was nothing big, but it set the tone for the rest of my life. Seeing the Lord had called me into His service, I felt I should trust Him to meet my needs and never to ask anyone for money. And so now also, I needed money, I did not have enough to cover all costs, but I did not tell anyone about this, except the Lord. During this time I was going to meetings, reading my Bible and growing in spiritual things. Because I was attending these meetings, people got to know me and my plans for going to Bible College. Several gave me a financial gift, even though they didn’t know my financial situation at all. However, about one or two weeks before leaving, I was short of a certain amount; I won’t give any figures because the value of money 52 years ago was so different. So what to do now? My prayer was, “Lord are you there, are you real, can I trust you?” The answer came in a much unexpected way…….! (Go to Musings)

Nr.9 ended with: “We talked and prayed together and we sent for the application forms. The question was, would they accept someone like me who had just become a Christian. And not only that, but where would I get the money to go? I had none………!”

Well, I didn’t wait for the application forms to return, because I knew I would be accepted, the Lord would look after that, seeing He had called me! So I started planning on leaving for Bible College about the middle of September. Martin, Henry and I would travel together in Henry’s Volkswagen Beetle. I informed the farmer I was working for that I would be leaving then; he was quite surprised to hear that his hired man was going to study to become a preacher! I think he thought it was a bit of a joke and smiled! 🙂

But now I had to tackle the problem of where to get the money to go. I really had nothing except a bit of debt. I still had a few months to work and I had an old car I could sell, but I wouldn’t get much for it. So I prayed and asked the Lord for help. I reminded Him that I was going because He called me and I asked that He would provide for me in some way. The first thing He told me was to quite blowing money up in smoke. How did I know He was telling me that? I won’t explain that now, but will come back to that at a later date. I smoked heavily which was costing quite a bit. But I had tried a number of times before to quit, but couldn’t. Only people who are or have been addicted to something will understand me. Now be careful, I do not condemn anyone who smokes, that is a personal matter, but for me it had to stop, if I wanted the Lord to help me. So I told the Lord that I wasn’t able to quit, but I was willing, could He help me? I was faced with the first test of my new-found faith, would believing in God make a difference……..? (Go to Musings)

Nr.8 ended with: “I was finished running my own life and now I was about to find out what it means to have God run my life, exciting indeed! My first steps of faith and my first experience of a God who answers prayer and provides……….!” But before I begin to tell you about my exciting adventure with God, I have a word of warning. Sometimes when I have told my story, someone has come to me and said, “Richard, you make me wonder whether I am a Christian because I never had an experience like you.” Be careful! Why do we not all have the same experience? 1. We are all different in our make up, psychologically too and therefore we experience God and spiritual things in different ways. 2. God deals with each one differently. Think of Saul, later called Paul in Acts 9, and Lydia in Acts 16. Saul had a light from heaven and Jesus speaking to him, while in Lydia’s case it says that “the Lord opened her heart”, what a difference. 3. It depends partly on how much we have resisted God and how great the surrender is. Saul was fighting against Jesus, Lydia was a quiet worshiper. I was resisting God, my wife accepted Jesus as a young girl in a quiet way. My experience was much more dramatic than my wife’s, but she is just as saved as I am! One of the most important reasons I had resisted God was, because deep inside I “knew” that God would call me to preach if I surrendered to Him and I was scared stiff of that. How did I know that He wanted that for me? I don’t know, I just “knew.” So, here I was, and I said to the Lord, here I am, what’s next? Well, I got back in contact with my former friend Martin and with another young man, Henry who had done one year of the Bible college in Saskatchewan. We talked and prayed together and we sent for the application forms. The question was, would they accept someone like me who had just become a Christian. And not only that, but where would I get the money to go? I had none……………………! (Go to Musings)

Nr.7 ended with: “What a new and different life I had discovered! And yet there was something strange, something I didn’t understand……..!” I had now tasted the fellowship with other Christians and so I started going to every meeting I could find, 3 times on Sunday and also during the week, I just couldn’t get enough, I had such a spiritual hunger. But as I listened I heard over and over again that we need to confess our sins and ask the Lord Jesus to come into our hearts. That’s what bothered me, because, your see, I hadn’t done that there out in the field. I had not confessed my sin, nor asked Jesus to come into my heart. I had just surrendered to God, I had told Him that I was finished with myself and that He could have me. So I wondered whether I really was a Christian. At the same time, my experience of God’s presence and the tremendous change in my life had been so real and radical that there was no other explanation than the three letter word GOD. But now I understand it. You see, all sin, whether it is lying, stealing, adultery or whatever, is disobedience to God, it is really rebellion against God. Romans 5:10 says that we are enemies of God; we are rebels, even though we may not see ourselves that way. And what happened out in the farmer’s field was that a rebel surrendered to God. That’s what conversion is all about! We have made ourselves god, we do what we want to do, “I, me and myself”, the holy trinity of man! But now we surrender and allow God to be God in our lives. I meet many people, who say they are Christians, but they experience little of God and I believe it may be because there is that lack of surrender. Oh yes, they have accepted Jesus, but they still run their own lives just as before. How is that with you? I was finished running my own life and now I was about to find out what it means to have God run my life, exciting indeed! My first steps of faith and my first experience of a God who answers prayer and provides……….! (Go to Musings)

Nr.6 ended with: “It was only when I went to a Youth for Christ meeting that I found out about what had really taken place……..!” That was the first evangelical meeting I attended in my life and I was thrilled. The singing and the atmosphere were just wonderful, it all really touched me. But then the leader stood up and asked for testimonies. I had never heard that word before, it isn’t used in the barnyard and house construction, J, so I bumped the fellow sitting beside me and asked him what a ‘testimony’ was. He told me that people go up to the front and tell what God means to them and has done in their lives. “Can I go too” I asked him. “Sure” he said. So I walked up front, a bit shaky, stood in front of the microphone and told people that about two weeks ago I had given my life to God out in the field and that He had come in my heart and that this was just wonderful! That’s all I could say, so I sat down. After the meeting an elderly lady, and I mean elderly, skinny as can be, looking like she was already half way in the grave, came to me, pushed me onto a chair, put her skinny, bony finger on my chest and said, “Now Richard, you are saved.” I looked at her in astonishment and asked, “Saved, from what?” So she began to explain the gospel to me, telling me that I had sinned, just as if I didn’t know that already, and saying that because of my sin I was lost. But that God had sent His Son Jesus, Who died for me on the cross and paid for my sin. “And”, she said, “Jesus also rose from the dead and has now come to live within you.” Wow, talk about good news! Of course, she told me a lot more and I drove home that night almost in a daze, I was overwhelmed and at the same time overjoyed. What a new and different life I had discovered! And yet there was something strange, something I didn’t understand……..! (Go to Musings)

Nr.5 ended with: “What a transformation! Could this really last?” Yes, what a change, incredible! I had indeed received a new “heart”, a new inside, new life, amazing, and how real it was! All at once I could in a way “see” God, “feel” God, “hear” God, “taste” God and understand Him. It was like getting a 6^th sense. Much like being in a room, which is filled with radio waves, but you cannot hear the music and the voices. However, when you turn on your little radio, there is the music and there are the voices. With our 5 senses we cannot receive those radio waves, we need something outside ourselves to receive them and change them over so we can hear them. So it is with God, we cannot sense Him with our 5 physical senses; we need something outside ourselves to reveal Him to us. We need His Spirit to come into us and then we begin to sense Him. People have told me, I don’t see God, feel, hear, smell, taste or understand God. I tell them, well you are proving what the Bible says about being dead, spiritually dead. A dead person cannot see, hear, feel, smell, taste or understand. I became alive and what a change that wrought! And it was SO real! And that new life was hungry, so I began to devour the Bible. But I also wanted to talk about my new life. Some nights after work I would drive up and down the highway looking for a hitchhiker so I could talk to him about God and my new found life. People around me began to notice the tremendous change in my life style and wondered what had happened to this wild flying Dutchman. They saw the change on the outside, but I was much more aware of the change on the inside. And yet, I did not really know what had happened to me. Oh yes, I had met God and surrendered to Him and He had come to live within me, but for the rest I was still quite ignorant. It was only when I went to a Youth for Christ meeting that I found out about what had really taken place……..! (Go to Musings)

Nr.4 ended: “I didn’t know then either that one of those students, a young lady would later become my wife, and she didn’t know that the wild friend she was praying for and whose name she didn’t even know, would someday become her husband.” Back on the farm I was really struggling, or should I say there was a battle going on inside of me. That still, small voice in me said, surrender. I realized that God wanted everything or nothing, but none of this half and half business. He is the Creator and has a claim on my life. But my response was, No. And so it went day in, day out, Yes, No, Yes, No. When I went to bed at night, it was there, Yes, No. When I got up in the morning, Yes, No. Milking the cows, Yes, No. Out on the field, Yes, No. Why did I say No? Because I feared what would happen if I said Yes. Later I discovered that many people are afraid of surrendering to God because they think God will ask something terrible of them. Yet the Bible says that God has our good and well-being in mind. To be honest, I felt pretty miserable, and so to make the story short, one day out in the field I finally surrendered, and said, Yes God, if You are really there, You can have me and do with me whatever You want. And then, right there the miracle happened! The Bible calls it the new birth, which means new life, and I sure sensed that! Jesus said that without the new birth you can’t see, and I found that to be true, all at once I could “see”, not with my literal eyes, but with the inward eyes. God was there! How could I have been so blind? And God says in His Word, “I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you. I will take the heart of stone…..and give you a heart of flesh.” Oh how true that was! I had not shed a tear for several years, my heart had become so hard, but now I cried like a little baby. What a transformation! Could this really last? (Go to Musings)

Nr.3 ended with: “There is some mysterious power in that book! (The Bible). Not only did it seem to draw me to read more and more, it started doing something in my heart. A real struggle started!” Yes, and as I read more and more, I began to sense that God was after me. I wasn’t even sure there was a God. I had never been in an evangelical church and did not know anything about the real gospel, or the terms being saved, born again and things like that. However, this inner sense of God wanting me increased and strangely enough, I can’t explain it, but deep inside somewhere I felt that I was to surrender to God, but also, that if I did He would call me to be a preacher and that really scared me to death. The only preachers I had ever seen were a couple ministers in liberal churches with dead serious faces who did not laugh and certainly didn’t tell jokes, both of which I really enjoy! 🙂 That was the picture I had of a preacher, and that, never! Yet I kept on reading and couldn’t stop, due to what I believe now as the work of God’s Spirit in answer to my mother’s daily prayers for me. Much later I discovered that she had had a real conversion experience at 16 years of age, but never talked about it as she had no assurance of faith, and as those things were never talked about in her church. Neither did I know that a few students at a Bible College in Saskatchewan were praying for me, one of whom was the young man who told me to read the Bible, the brother of what had been my best friend, Martin. They were praying for Martin and his wild friend. I didn’t know then either that one of those students, a young lady would later become my wife, and she didn’t know that the wild friend she was praying for and whose name she didn’t even know, would later become her husband! (Go to Musings)